Attempting to describe the indescribable

I can only describe the gifts you have brought me as the feeling of finding a cherished item that has been absent from me for so long that though it was greatly missed I was not even cognisant of it's existence. Even though I felt it deeply, I did not know what "it" was and even now I struggle to articulate it .

There is no defining her or what it is that she means to mean ,other than to say that I have been enveloped in love.