Was I saner then?

Help!Something has stolen both my writing skills and sanity. I know some of you will say that I never have possessed either of these attributes and to those people I say, "Shut the fuck up, who asked you?" Whatever removed these things from my life was at least kind anough to gift me with a mouth like a sewer. I was reading the archives and I noticed how much saner I seemed to be 3 years ago, my writing appeared to be more organized and coherant. I even detected redeeming qualities in my persona. Maybe I am regressing, funny I don't remember partaking of any mind altering substances and yet my mind is gone. I have to relearn the things that I have always known. So if any of you people want to take a stab at explaining these happenstances to me and can do it in a non smart ass way I welcome your take on my condition. Kelly says it's the direct result of hanging out with him and reading bad literature.