I guess no one also told me that when you are preggers everything is intensified. Such as: missing something, hunger, sadness, anger, etc. It's all 10 times stronger than normal.

I miss my cat to death lately and the other night I cried myself to sleep about it because I was so sad. She will always be my first baby.

I was so hungry to the point of I felt dizzy (even though I had just eaten 2 1/2 hours earlier) and of course I got bitchy! Like, "I need to eat some effin food now or I am going to kill someone!"

I miss my home (Vermont) so much! I miss the green mountains, the hippie people, the small town, and the relaxed and free feeling of being there. I also cried about this too.

I thought when you reach the second trimester you are suppose to feel energized and happier (less moody). Where has that gone? Oh and where is my damn glow? I don't have a glow. I now have the face of a teenager due to the pimples and uneven/oily skin tone.

Being pregnant for me is horrible.