I went back in the time machine and read some of my blogs from 3 years ago. I don't know if I was a lot happier then or just in really deep denial. This is funny, I somehow thought I could weigh 125 pounds by my 30th birthday. Yes, I even commented that this was a realistic goal. I also have noticed how very rude and prone to rants I've become. (and I don't even have any desire to work on this)