Okay, so much for the 'paragraph a day' goal.......AHEM..... anyway...guilt trip over, I am feeling better....maybe it's just the 'manic' side of my 'mood disorder', but I wake up the past few days without so much of that heavy feeling in every cell of my body, and I don't feel so much like a dark cloud is following me around. I can come up with a couple theories as to this phenomenon, but I don't want to dissect it too much, I'd rather just enjoy it. I have only cried a few times in the past four or five days as opposed to intermittent bawling throughout the day, for months. And the crying jags are shorter. So, tonight I am off to karaoke or at least have fun with the girls. Wish you both were here to join in.