So... Happy here for a change. No complaints, life is as it is and I have accepted things as they are in this moment. The thing is that things always change you just have to roll with it. I am where I am at obviously because this is where I want to be at this moment. I am done apologizing for my imperfections. You want perfect? That is so not me. I’m a mess, I fucking beautiful mess. I m not going to make my elaborate excuses for my current circumstances. I am not going to complain about them either because I am 100 percent responsible for me. Whoa what an admission! My choices have led me to here. I am letting go of worry and I will just I’ve in this moment and be imperfect and at times indecisive. I am not a victim of mother ducking anything.