Brandy Lare Dickerson I wish you were here to talk me out of this stupid shit, I really do. Truth be told, there is no one else like you and there never ever will be ever. And that is a hard pill to swallow but  I would swallow five pounds of those pills if I could hear your voice again. Because nothing compares to you. I am tired my friend. And I wish you were here to tell me what to do do. Because right now I need to know why I feel the way I do and I am just not human enough to know or feel anything. Hurry the fuck up and come back already because this is fucking bullshit. I need you here to explain all this crap to me.