I am going to write until the whistle on my tea kettle urges me to stop. This is my first blog from my laptop a momentous occasion. Now that everyone else has an Ipad I finally bought a laptop. Writing in bed is underrated. Before I met Brandy I didn't even have a computer LOL. She's proud of the technology that she's brought into my life I am sure. She was the one that motivated me to get on yahoo and I don't even log on anymore. Today is the first day in a long time that I have not woke up with a headache and it's wonderful. Lastnight the moon was a gorgeous red color, I called Lindy to go outside and look at it. Everyone else called it orange, I guess there was a fire nearby and that is why it appeared that way something to do with the smoke. I preferred to think that the creator was in the mood. My half sister found me on myspace, now that's an interesting development. Not sure what to make of it. I am at a point where I am desperate (yes that is almost the right word for it) or maybe just overwelcoming the possibility of the connection with someone. I would like to feel a kinship with her, but at the same time I am wonder what the sudden interest in my life is. I have issues with her that have nothing to do with her. Stupid immature crap, Dad always loved you best and so on. The pot is whistling at me.