As I Shrink

My essence feels infinite, expanding beyond measure. As though who and what I am at my core has lived in many times, simultaneously. I was in the salty air at the dawn of time and a particle of the full moon's sand during the eclipse three days ago. I am nothing and all things.

Happy Birthday Mishy!

Happy Birthday. Just for you, I ordered up a total lunar eclipse. Hope you enjoyed it!

NASA - Total Lunar Eclipse

NASA - Total Lunar Eclipse

Last Total Lunar Eclipse Until Dec 2010

NASA - Total Lunar Eclipse

The Science of Fairy Tales

I've always believed. Have you?

The Science of Fairy Tales - Yahoo! News

Animals with Opinions

Those wild and whacky animals and their take on things.

Animals with Opinions

It's Official - I'm Twisted....

Because I find this true story hysterically funny.
A lady in Oregon posted to one of the Kiko breeder discussion groups I belong to, asking advice about a goat. They have had 5 feet of snow on the ground for a while, which enabled her goats to get on the barn roof. One of the goats got her leg caught in some shingles and jumped off, amputating the leg at the knee. (The goat is fine and will go on to live a full and healthy life as a tri-pod.) But, the goat landed on the lady's rooster and killed him. All I could think of is Chicken Little.
"The sky is falling!"
"The sky is falling!"
SPLATT!

Next time you are contemplating littering consider this

AlterNet: Water: The World's Dump: Ocean Garbage From Hawaii to Japan

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Was I saner then?

Help!Something has stolen both my writing skills and sanity. I know some of you will say that I never have possessed either of these attributes and to those people I say, "Shut the fuck up, who asked you?" Whatever removed these things from my life was at least kind anough to gift me with a mouth like a sewer. I was reading the archives and I noticed how much saner I seemed to be 3 years ago, my writing appeared to be more organized and coherant. I even detected redeeming qualities in my persona. Maybe I am regressing, funny I don't remember partaking of any mind altering substances and yet my mind is gone. I have to relearn the things that I have always known. So if any of you people want to take a stab at explaining these happenstances to me and can do it in a non smart ass way I welcome your take on my condition. Kelly says it's the direct result of hanging out with him and reading bad literature.

Latest Installment Dreams

The first dream ws rather fragmented and odd, like most of my dreams. I am camping on a beach, I know that I am camping on or near this beach but I see no tents or anything that would make me think this. I an taste salt in the air. The sand is mde up entirely of crystals in various shapes and sizes but it feels soft under foot. The crystals are beautiful like quartz or even diamonds but uncut. I walk out to a marina area where I see a childhood friend and he is wearing purple fzzy footy pajamas, he is a young man so it is pretty funny. Then I notice that I am wearing a similar ensamble. We hug, and then we are watching a large crowd of spectators that are watching some Orca whales, someone is killing fish to feed them and I am apalled. I can hear the fish screaming,

Dream 2
I am a student in an all girls school, my nanny has taken me to some sporting event. When we get there I tell her that I am barefoot and cannot participate. I think there is a language barrier, I tell her that I can walk to my gym locker which is blocks away or I can walk across the street to a sporting good store that sells shoes. As I am talking to her a dark haired young man runs up with several pairs of shoes, I think they are all too small for me but one pair fits, though I do not like them so I follow him back into the store. I ask where the shoes are when I get into the store and an older man points me in the right direction. I open a door and it is a large empty closet and the young man is standing in it. I no longer give a crap about finding a pair of shoes, I just kiss him alot. His kisses were messy and too wet. I then pay attention to other parts of his anatomy. Then his boss buzzes him and theyoung man then informs me that there are cameras that have just witnessed our exchange,. His boss was probably watching, not to worry he says you look good. I was slightly embarressed but only slightly. I paid for the shoes that I did not like and left. I went back to school and it was the evening and I was at a dinner dance
I was wearing an ugly dress with a vest and I looked in the mirror and I was ugly and blonde.
The young man from the shoe store was there sitting with his family and I was sitting with a group of friends equally as unnattractive as I. The young man invites me to his table but I decline because after his terrible kisses I do not wantto give him a chance. Weird stuff. Dona probably would have taught him how to kiss but I am just not that patient.

Cleanliness is next to impossible. - Author Unknown

Fixing a hole

Beatles Lyric's Du'Jour Fixing a hole
"And it really doesn't matter if I'm wrong I'm right Where I belong I'm right Where I belong. "

I feel like I am learning new things, that will help me fix my hole where the rain gets in. Yesterday I did 2 things which under normal circumstances I would have preffered a flogging. (and not a nice flogging either). But at the end of the tasks I thought to myself ,my that was almost pleasant, not wanting to admit that it actually was. Then I asked myself what was different this time around. ME! ME! ME! I was different and that made all the difference. When I first contemplated joining the psuedo cult I listened to these people and initially I noticed that number one they were completely fucked in the head and number two that I had so much in commen with them that I was actually scared which wasn't a real great feeling because it then dawned on me that I may not have a good grasp on sanity. I already see the small changes and they are so welcome. I am regaining my sense of self. Why no one ever suggested this to me before is beyond comprehension.